Me and B went to NJ yesterday to get the car I just bought. It started raining heavily not long before we entered the highway. I got a little panic honestly because that was my first time driving on the highway and the visibility was bad. In the end I changed the lane suddenly because I almost missed the exit.
We decided to stay in a hotel in NJ for a night; especially after experiencing a dramatic and crazy driving, I guess we both felt like having a break. We parked the car facing the river. We ate then took a nap. At night we went to sit on the bench by the river, then there was my long-lost tranquility. I looked at the still water and the passing vehicles on the highway; closed my eyes, it's almost like I was still in Oregon Apartment. B came to hug me because of my silence. I told him about my dream; that I'd like to live in a country side one day; growing my own veggies and owning few horses; reading at the porch at night or playing guitar. B laughed, he said this is not what I told him two years ago. I was an urban girl who couldn't live without the city. I said yeah, but one thing that never changed is that everything is changing.